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Slow clapping for self
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Do I love myself for disappearing for over a whole year? Yes, I fucking do. (No, I don't, I'm such a little shit. How do I even manage to disappear this often from pretty much every situation at some point in my life?)
I'm just kinda bored - why do I keep lying, I'm supposed to be sleeping, but I don't feel like it and I'm a rebel [sarcasm intended], so I'm blogging about nothing.
On another note, I'm currently rereading most of my old writings. Some of them are actually kind of good. I'm also considering going back to writing, since I found some incomplete work on my old phone and realised it has some potential. Except it involves smut. And I fail at smut for obvious reasons. But let's be honest here, I'm shit at finishing stuff, so I'll probably just abandon those projects at some point, just like I abandoned that 20-page-long (no exaggeration) list of ideas for fanfics.
Also, rainbows, protests, Johnlock and winter: I like these shits. Well, not the destruction that comes with protests, but, you know.
When did I start saying shit so often?
I'm just kinda bored - why do I keep lying, I'm supposed to be sleeping, but I don't feel like it and I'm a rebel [sarcasm intended], so I'm blogging about nothing.
On another note, I'm currently rereading most of my old writings. Some of them are actually kind of good. I'm also considering going back to writing, since I found some incomplete work on my old phone and realised it has some potential. Except it involves smut. And I fail at smut for obvious reasons. But let's be honest here, I'm shit at finishing stuff, so I'll probably just abandon those projects at some point, just like I abandoned that 20-page-long (no exaggeration) list of ideas for fanfics.
Also, rainbows, protests, Johnlock and winter: I like these shits. Well, not the destruction that comes with protests, but, you know.
When did I start saying shit so often?
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Woah
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Woah. I haven't written anything in months.
I haven't been to DA more than five times in the last two months (or more) either.
Well, I don't have much to say. I got a new computer, I've been taking few pictures and I don't have much to show.
I'm travelling now, though, and that gives me an excuse (and forces me to get over my lack of inspiration) to go back to photography, so I might post something.
All in all, I have no idea what to say and am writing just for the sake of updating my journal, even though people don't read it.
Oh, I hope I come back to my DA in a few years and read all these random posts. I think I'll have fun, discovering things about myself that I'll have already forgotten.
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Of disappearances
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So I haven't posted anything for a while; actually, I haven't properly been to DA in at least a week. I'm now addicted to reading, for I have to read a book in less than 6 days and most of those I have are over 600 pages and I'm a really slow reader. So basically I live for reading. And procrastinating, because the other day I spent 3h on Omegle.
Anyway, I don't intend to abandon my account, but I haven't been very productive lately, I've actually been keeping stuff inside and absorbing what I can. But hey, recharging is good.
Anyway, I don't intend to abandon my account, but I haven't been very productive lately, I've actually been keeping stuff inside and absorbing what I can. But hey, recharging is good.
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Ya...oi?
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So, I want to dedicate this post to yaoi. Because I have serious issues.
Well, not only with yaoi. With shipping in general. I don't have a ship, I don't have an harbour, I don't even have an Armada, the amount of ships I have is above the number of ships (the literal ones) that have ever existed/exist.
I can ship pretty much anything. I do have trouble shipping USUK, don't ask why. Which doesn't stop me from reading/appreciating USUK art. But back to what I was saying... I ship the letters C and R just because the other day I saw a sign where the R was falling and leaning on the C because that's what gravity does and then I was fangasming and saying "I ship it" before I even realised what I was doing. So yeah, I'm obsessed with shipping.
And I just saw the most amazing thing on this hirako-f-w.deviantart.com/art/… and actually I found it around 15h and I'm still squealing/fangirling/freaking out about it. Because ohmygoat. I can't deal. I seriously lost the ability to can.
Well, not only with yaoi. With shipping in general. I don't have a ship, I don't have an harbour, I don't even have an Armada, the amount of ships I have is above the number of ships (the literal ones) that have ever existed/exist.
I can ship pretty much anything. I do have trouble shipping USUK, don't ask why. Which doesn't stop me from reading/appreciating USUK art. But back to what I was saying... I ship the letters C and R just because the other day I saw a sign where the R was falling and leaning on the C because that's what gravity does and then I was fangasming and saying "I ship it" before I even realised what I was doing. So yeah, I'm obsessed with shipping.
And I just saw the most amazing thing on this hirako-f-w.deviantart.com/art/… and actually I found it around 15h and I'm still squealing/fangirling/freaking out about it. Because ohmygoat. I can't deal. I seriously lost the ability to can.
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Woo
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So I haven't update this in centuries, but hey, do I have a life? No, I don't.
Anyway, I've been watching Torchwood lately and gee, do I like that. It's kind of exaggerated sometimes, yeah, but everyone is so shippable with everyone. It's like Hetalia feels with Doctor Who.
What's that coming over that hill, is it a monster?
And I'm so fucked in Physics. Seriously. I try to do the exercises and they ask for stuff that I simply have no way of doing. I mean, how the hell do I calculate the tangential acceleration in a circular movement?! I can calculate the centripetal one fine well, but not the bloody tangential! Or how the fuck do you calculate the acceleration and velocity of that bloody harmonic movement? I. Don't. Have. Those. Informations. And they give you like "the thing is falling at 30o in relation to x, calculate the sun's mass". GIVE ME BLOODY NUMBERS THAT MAKE SENSE. //so pissed
And I fail at writing. Can't deal.
Anyway, I've been watching Torchwood lately and gee, do I like that. It's kind of exaggerated sometimes, yeah, but everyone is so shippable with everyone. It's like Hetalia feels with Doctor Who.
What's that coming over that hill, is it a monster?
And I'm so fucked in Physics. Seriously. I try to do the exercises and they ask for stuff that I simply have no way of doing. I mean, how the hell do I calculate the tangential acceleration in a circular movement?! I can calculate the centripetal one fine well, but not the bloody tangential! Or how the fuck do you calculate the acceleration and velocity of that bloody harmonic movement? I. Don't. Have. Those. Informations. And they give you like "the thing is falling at 30o in relation to x, calculate the sun's mass". GIVE ME BLOODY NUMBERS THAT MAKE SENSE. //so pissed
And I fail at writing. Can't deal.
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